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Hangtalanul s\u00e9t\u00e1lunk v\u00e9gig a<\/span><\/span>z<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/span>utc\u00e1n.<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span>
<\/span>-\u00a0<\/span><\/span>H\u00e1t akkor... - \u00e1llsz meg hirtelen<\/span><\/span>\u00a0\u00e9s fel\u00e9m fordulsz<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/span>- J<\/span><\/span>\u00f3 \u00e9jszak\u00e1t - mondod \u00e9s\u00a0<\/span><\/span>amint\u00a0<\/span><\/span>meg<\/span><\/span>\u00f6lel<\/span><\/span>sz,\u00a0<\/span><\/span>elford\u00edtod a fejed<\/span><\/span>,\u00a0<\/span><\/span>arcon cs\u00f3kolsz.<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span>
<\/span>Ezernyi lepke t\u00e1ncol a gyomromban:\u00a0<\/span><\/span>kering\u0151j\u00fck\u00a0<\/span><\/span>mag\u00e1val ragad. Alig b\u00edrok betelni az \u00e9rz\u00e9ssel: a vil\u00e1got m\u00e1r a legels\u0151 tal\u00e1lkoz\u00e1s alkalm\u00e1val kiz\u00e1rtam<\/span><\/span>.<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/span>\u00c9rzem, hogy\u00a0<\/span><\/span>e<\/span><\/span>lv\u00f6r\u00f6s\u00f6d\u00f6m<\/span><\/span>. D<\/span><\/span>e ezt te n<\/span><\/span>em<\/span><\/span>\u00a0l\u00e1thatod,\u00a0<\/span><\/span>hiszen a\u00a0<\/span><\/span>m\u00f6g\u00f6ttem \u00e1ll\u00f3\u00a0<\/span><\/span>l\u00e1mpa f\u00e9nye nem vil\u00e1g\u00edtja m<\/span><\/span>eg pirul\u00f3 arcomat.\u00a0<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span>
<\/span>K\u00e9rlek, n<\/span><\/span>e menj<\/span><\/span>\u00a0m\u00e9g<\/span><\/span>... -\u00a0<\/span><\/span>zokogja a bels\u0151m<\/span><\/span>\u00a0-\u00a0<\/span><\/span>Maradj...<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span>
<\/span>Mik\u00f6zben<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/span>tekintet\u00fcnk tal\u00e1lkozik,\u00a0<\/span><\/span>r<\/span><\/span>\u00e1d\u00f6bbenek: elj\u00f6tt<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/span>a b\u00facs\u00faz\u00e1s ideje. Mintha\u00a0<\/span><\/span>leh\u0171<\/span><\/span>t\u00f6tt\u00e9k<\/span><\/span>\u00a0volna a leveg\u0151t:\u00a0<\/span><\/span>j\u00e9ghideg borzong\u00e1s fut v\u00e9gig a b\u0151r\u00f6m\u00f6n. Itt kell<\/span><\/span>\u00a0hagyj, haza kell menned. \u00c9n balra indulok el, te jobbra. \u00da<\/span><\/span>tjaink elv\u00e1lnak\u00a0<\/span><\/span>egy<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/span>perc<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/span>m\u00falva<\/span><\/span>...\u00a0<\/span><\/span>mint lehull\u00f3 lev\u00e9l a fa\u00e1gt\u00f3l<\/span><\/span>.\u00a0<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span>
<\/span>Hirtelen\u00a0<\/span><\/span>bel\u00e9m has\u00edt<\/span><\/span>\u00a0a gondolat: nem\u00a0<\/span><\/span>hagyhatlak<\/span><\/span>\u00a0csak \u00edgy elmenni. Egy b\u00facs\u00fasz\u00f3 \u00e9s mindennek v\u00e9ge. Mindent\u00a0<\/span><\/span>elve<\/span><\/span>sz\u00edthet<\/span><\/span>ek<\/span><\/span>. Pedig a<\/span><\/span>nnyi\u00a0<\/span><\/span>minden<\/span><\/span>\u00a0kavarog<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/span>bennem, amit el\u00a0<\/span><\/span>k\u00e9ne m\u00e9g elmondanom<\/span><\/span>.\u00a0<\/span><\/span>Ezernyi k\u00f3sza gondolat motoszk\u00e1l a fejemben<\/span><\/span>.\u00a0<\/span><\/span>De azokat n<\/span><\/span>em s\u0171r\u00edthetem bele<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/span>egyetlen mondatba.<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/span>Lassan \u00fa<\/span><\/span>rr\u00e1<\/span><\/span>\u00a0lesz rajtam a p\u00e1nik.\u00a0<\/span><\/span>Veszek egy n<\/span><\/span>agy leveg\u0151t<\/span><\/span>, rem\u00e9lve, az megnyugtat<\/span><\/span>.<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span>
<\/span>A<\/span><\/span>bban a pillanatban<\/span><\/span>\u00a0elb\u00f3d\u00edt a\u00a0<\/span><\/span>k\u00f6r\u00fcl\u00f6tted<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/span>mindig\u00a0<\/span><\/span>leng\u0151 b\u0151r- \u00e9s cigarettaillat<\/span><\/span>.<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span>
<\/span>H\u00e1t, persze... Megint a fekete b\u0151rkab\u00e1tod van rajtad, amit annyira szeretek...<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span>
<\/span>Nem tudom, honnan<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/span>mer\u00edtem az er\u0151t,<\/span><\/span>\u00a0k<\/span><\/span>\u00f6zelebb l\u00e9pek hozz\u00e1d.<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span>
<\/span>Egy mondatba<\/span><\/span>n<\/span><\/span>\u00a0nem\u00a0<\/span><\/span>is<\/span><\/span>\u00a0foglalhatom \u00f6ssze\u00a0<\/span><\/span>azokat a dolgokat<\/span><\/span>.<\/span><\/span>\u00a0D<\/span><\/span>e egy tett mindent meg<\/span><\/span>magyar\u00e1z<\/span><\/span>. M<\/span><\/span>\u00e9g szavak sem kellenek. T\u00f6bbet mond az mindenn\u00e9l<\/span><\/span>.<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span>
<\/span>Annak ellen\u00e9re<\/span><\/span>, hogy r<\/span><\/span>emegek legbel\u00fcl,\u00a0<\/span><\/span>az \u00e9rz\u00e9s er\u0151sebb<\/span><\/span>nek bizonyul<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/span>\u00e9s a<\/span><\/span>z eddigi<\/span><\/span>, veled szembeni<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/span>hat\u00e1rozatlan szil\u00e1rdnak v\u00e9lt\u00a0<\/span><\/span>k\u0151<\/span><\/span>fal\u00e1t\u00a0<\/span><\/span>egy<\/span><\/span>\u00a0villan\u00e1s alatt\u00a0<\/span><\/span>a f\u00f6lddel teszi egyenl\u0151v\u00e9<\/span><\/span>.<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/span>B\u00e1r h<\/span><\/span>at\u00e1rozottan,\u00a0<\/span><\/span>de\u00a0<\/span><\/span>ann\u00e1<\/span><\/span>l<\/span><\/span>\u00a0nagyobb\u00a0<\/span><\/span>f\u00e9lelemmel minimaliz\u00e1lom a k\u00f6zt\u00fcnk l\u00e9v\u0151 t\u00e1vols\u00e1got. P\u00e1r centi<\/span><\/span>\u00a0v\u00e1lasztj<\/span><\/span>a<\/span><\/span>\u00a0el\u00a0<\/span><\/span>ajkainkat egym\u00e1st\u00f3l.\u00a0<\/span><\/span>Miel\u0151tt m\u00e9g meggondoln\u00e1m magam, v\u00e9gleg megsz\u00fcntetem.<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span>
<\/span>M\u00e9gis mit tett\u00e9l<\/span><\/span>, te bolond<\/span><\/span>?\u00a0<\/span><\/span>-\u00a0<\/span><\/span>esik\u00a0<\/span><\/span>nekem a\u00a0<\/span><\/span>pe<\/span><\/span>sszimist\u00e1bb \u00e9nem -\u00a0<\/span><\/span>Ehhez nem volt jogod<\/span><\/span>!\u00a0<\/span><\/span>Mi fog t\u00f6rt\u00e9nni, ha \u0150 nem<\/span><\/span>..<\/span><\/span>.<\/span><\/span>\u00a0-\u00a0<\/span><\/span>kezdene<\/span><\/span>\u00a0bele az \u00e1lland\u00f3\u00a0<\/span><\/span>latolgat\u00e1s\u00e1ba, de\u00a0<\/span><\/span>azonnal<\/span><\/span>\u00a0el<\/span><\/span>n\u00e9mul, mihelyt \u00e9szreveszi, hogy a kezed lassan a derekamhoz \u00e9r, \u00e9s magadhoz h\u00fazol.<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span>
<\/span>A\u00a0<\/span><\/span>p<\/span><\/span>illang\u00f3<\/span><\/span>k<\/span><\/span>\u00a0m\u00e1r salsa-t j\u00e1rnak. F\u00f6ld\u00f6nt\u00fali boldogs\u00e1gban lebegek<\/span><\/span>, ahogy karjaimat a\u00a0<\/span><\/span>nyaka<\/span><\/span>dhoz emelem,\u00a0<\/span><\/span>ho<\/span><\/span>gy<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/span>m\u00e9g k\u00f6zelebb \u00e9rezzelek\u00a0<\/span><\/span>magam<\/span><\/span>hoz<\/span><\/span>.\u00a0<\/span><\/span>Pontosan tudom, hogy egy vill\u00e1mgyors \"<\/span><\/span>Meg\u00e1llj\"-t k\u00e9ne parancsolnom magamnak \u00e9s\u00a0<\/span><\/span>r\u00f6gvest abbahagyni.<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/span>Viszont\u00a0<\/span><\/span>eszem \u00e1g\u00e1ban sincs\u00a0<\/span><\/span>megszak\u00edtani,\u00a0<\/span><\/span>amire<\/span><\/span>\u00a0m\u00e1r h\u00f3napok \u00f3ta v\u00e1rok. V\u00e9gel\u00e1thatatlan\u00a0<\/span><\/span>hosszakat<\/span><\/span>\u00a0\u00faszom<\/span><\/span>\u00a0a<\/span><\/span>z \u00f6r\u00f6m \u00e9s a g<\/span><\/span>ondtalans\u00e1g<\/span><\/span>\u00a0tenger\u00e9ben.<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span>
<\/span>- Szeretlek -\u00a0<\/span><\/span>szinte\u00a0<\/span><\/span>suttogva mondom a szemedbe n\u00e9zve<\/span><\/span>.<\/span><\/span>\u00a0Nem b\u00edrom meg\u00e1llni, kicsordul egy k\u00f3sza k\u00f6nnycsepp.<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span>
<\/span>- \u00c9n is - v\u00e1laszolod<\/span><\/span>\u00a0\u00e9s let\u00f6rl\u00f6d<\/span><\/span>.<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span>
<\/span>M\u00e9lybarna \u00ed<\/span><\/span>riszeid\u00a0<\/span><\/span>r<\/span><\/span>a<\/span><\/span>gyog\u00e1sa<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/span>meger\u0151s\u00edtik az im\u00e9nt hallottakat.<\/span><\/span>\u00a0Csak \u00e1llunk egym\u00e1ssal szemben, \u00f6sszefont ujjakkal.\u00a0<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span>
<\/span>Mintha csak \u00f3r\u00e1k teltek volna \u00edgy el.<\/span><\/span>..<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span>
<\/span>- Akkor holnap\u00a0<\/span><\/span>tal\u00e1lkozunk -\u00a0<\/span><\/span>t\u00f6r\u00f6m<\/span><\/span>\u00a0meg v\u00e9g\u00fcl a csende<\/span><\/span>t<\/span><\/span>.<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span>
<\/span>- Igen - esetlen\u00fcl b\u00f3lintasz, \u00fajb\u00f3l meg\u00f6lelsz, imm\u00e1r v\u00e9delmez\u0151en \u00e9s szorosabban, mint percekkel kor\u00e1bban. Belepuszilsz a hajamba.<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span>
<\/span>- Holnap \u00fajra - szavaid utat t\u00f6rnek az elm\u00e9mbe, \u00e9s a sz\u00edvemet, lelkemet\u00a0<\/span><\/span>olyan melegs\u00e9ggel \u00f6ntik el, hogy szinte\u00a0<\/span><\/span>ful<\/span><\/span>doklom<\/span><\/span>\u00a0t\u0151le<\/span><\/span>.<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span>
<\/span>M\u00e9g tesz\u00fcnk egy b\u00facs\u00fapillant\u00e1s egym\u00e1s fel\u00e9 \u00e9s mind a ketten\u00a0<\/span><\/span>elindulunk haza<\/span><\/span>.\u00a0<\/span><\/span>Ma utolj\u00e1ra\u00a0<\/span><\/span>k\u00f6sz\u00f6nt\u00fcnk egym\u00e1st\u00f3l. A<\/span><\/span>\u00a0m\u00e1snap kecsegtet\u0151 rem\u00e9nys\u00e9g\u00e9vel<\/span><\/span>\u00a0bandukolunk a macskak\u00f6veken,\u00a0<\/span><\/span>h<\/span><\/span>i<\/span><\/span>s<\/span><\/span>zen<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/span>reggel<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/span>\u00fajra<\/span><\/span>\u00a0tal\u00e1lkozunk.\u00a0<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span>
<\/span>~<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span>
<\/span>Vid\u00e1ms\u00e1gom m\u00e9g a<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/span>j\u00e1rd\u00e1r\u00f3l lel\u00e9pve sem lankad.\u00a0<\/span><\/span>H<\/span><\/span>angos<\/span><\/span>\u00a0dud\u00e1l\u00e1sra leszek<\/span><\/span>\u00a0figyelmes<\/span><\/span>, fel\u00e9 fordulok.<\/span><\/span>\u00a0A f\u00e9nysz\u00f3r\u00f3 f\u00e9nye elvak\u00edt,\u00a0<\/span><\/span>k\u0151<\/span><\/span>v\u00e9<\/span><\/span>\u00a0dermedek. Egy f\u00e1jdalmas \u00fct\u00e9s \u00e9rzek a mellkasomon \u00e9s a vil\u00e1g\u00a0<\/span><\/span>p\u00f6rd\u00fc<\/span><\/span>l\u00a0<\/span><\/span>velem<\/span><\/span>\u00a0egyet<\/span><\/span>.\u00a0<\/span><\/span>A<\/span><\/span>\u00a0f\u00f6ldnek\u00a0<\/span><\/span>csap<\/span><\/span>\u00f3<\/span><\/span>dom<\/span><\/span>. Szor\u00edt\u00f3\u00a0<\/span><\/span>\u00e9rz\u00e9s t\u00f6lti meg a\u00a0<\/span><\/span>t\u00fc<\/span><\/span>d\u0151met<\/span><\/span>. A l\u00e9gz\u00e9s\u00a0<\/span><\/span>neh\u00e9zkess\u00e9 v\u00e1lik,\u00a0<\/span><\/span>kapkodom<\/span><\/span>\u00a0a leveg\u0151t.<\/span><\/span>\u00a0A zsibaj egyre\u00a0<\/span><\/span>n\u00f6vekedik<\/span><\/span>\u00a0mellettem<\/span><\/span>. Egy\u00a0<\/span><\/span>ismer\u0151s\u00a0<\/span><\/span>hang<\/span><\/span>\u00a0\u00fcti meg a f\u00fclem.\u00a0<\/span><\/span>Valaki mell\u00e9m t\u00e9rdel. Mihelyt megpillantom<\/span><\/span>\u00a0az arcot<\/span><\/span>,\u00a0<\/span><\/span>a\u00a0<\/span><\/span>sz\u00edvem kihagy egy \u00fctemet, mag\u00e1val\u00a0<\/span><\/span>ragadva l\u00e9gz\u0151szervem ritmus\u00e1t is.\u00a0<\/span><\/span>M\u00e9g egy utols\u00f3 l\u00e9legzetv\u00e9tellel f<\/span><\/span>elsikoltok<\/span><\/span>\u00a0m<\/span><\/span>agamban<\/span><\/span>.\u00a0<\/span><\/span>Az<\/span><\/span>\u00a0utols\u00f3, amire eml\u00e9kszem,\u00a0<\/span><\/span>a k\u00f6nnyekt\u0151l csillog\u00f3 m\u00e9lybarna szemp\u00e1r.<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span>
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<\/span>A holnap m\u00e1r a\u00a0<\/span><\/span>m\u00falt\u00a0<\/span><\/span>b\u00f6rt\u00f6n\u00e9ben raboskodik, ahonnan sos<\/span><\/span>em szabadulhat<\/span><\/span>.<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/strong><\/em><\/p>\r\n

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A fenti novella a 2018-ban kihirdetett, JCDecaux - \u00c1lljon meg egy novell\u00e1ra p\u00e1ly\u00e1zatra \u00edr\u00f3dott.<\/p>","type":"rich"}